Day 81 & 82

I don't really have too much to say. It's been a rough couple of days. Grandpa told me yesterday that he is ready to go. :( He has stopped eating and taking his medication. He's barely even drinking water anymore. We though we were going to lose him last night. He said he wanted to see the Chaplin at 1:30 am because he didn't think he'd make it until morning. God bless the Chaplin...he came out at 2:30 am. Grandpa looked more at peace once he left. Grandpa made it through the night. Unfortunately today he's having a lot of nausea and can barely keep even his Morphine down. I don't think it will be much longer now. I doubt he will last the weekend. :(

Not that it really matters right now, but I thought I'd mention that I have hit the 20 pound weight loss mark. Don't really feel like celebrating though. :(

Here's what I ate the last 2 days:

THURSDAY:

BREAKFAST:
-apple slices w/peanut butter

DINNER:
-spaghetti squash w/meat sauce
-s.f. pink lemonade

FRIDAY:

BREAKFAST:
-apple slices w/peanut butter
-Coke Zero

SNACK:
-tomato slices w/salt & pepper
-1 cheese stick

DINNER:
-s.f. pink lemonade
-ribs w/homemade BBQ sauce
-corn-on-the-cob